I was young and foolish and caught up with
the world. Indulging in whatever that served as pleasure, life was ‘Hakuna
Matata’. No worries for the rest of my life. I was just going with the flow and
not have to worry about consequences in life. How cool can that be? Little did I
know God was watching over me. I always have God at the back of my mind but
somehow I was not concerned with Godly things. Life was a rollercoaster ride of
fun. I had my ambitions too but one that was strived to be on top of the world.
One that can make most parents proud and make your friends goes green with
envy. One filled with diamonds, fancy things, glitz and fame.
On the surface, everything seemed glamorous
and exciting but however deep inside, my soul was rotting. It was far from
Hakuna Matata. I would worry about what people think and when was the next big
happening thing or what I should wear to the party of the night. I worried over
petty and meaningless agendas and I was on the road to damnation. I knew it and
sensed it but too blinded by the ‘pretty things’ of the young party life, I chose
to ignore a lot of ‘warnings’. I never knew true peace but I am glad of
prayerful warriors around me who prayed and interceded for me non-stop.
A series of events took place and shook my
world built of empty treasures answering the prayers of my inner soul and those
who wished to bring me closer to God. I started on my journey home to who I am
supposed to be. I gave up a lot of pursuits to come closer to who I am meant to
be. I am still on a journey and am still discovering and re-discovering the
purpose of my life. I still fall again and again but I never give up. One thing
I am certain for sure. I am a royal heir, the daughter of a King; not just a
normal King but the King of Heaven and Earth. So are you. Do not give up your
birth rights for temporary gems that will rot.
Do not live your life without a purpose. Do
not live your life chasing after honour and fame because that will never last.
Instead, strive for a kingdom that will last for eternity.
I am still living with the motto of Hakuna
Matata but it takes on a whole new level. I need no worries for the rest of my
life because I know a Father who cares and takes care of me. I need not chase
to be someone because I am already someone in His eyes. He will provide and He
will show me the way to be all that I am meant to be; no more and no less.
Do you find your life empty and you live
life hopping from one ‘happiness’ to another ‘happiness’ but nothing seems to
last forever? Come back to your Father. Tell God you are tired and ask Him to
show you. You will be amazed at what lies in front of you if you surrender
yourself to God and let Him direct your paths. Ephesians
3:20 “Now to him who is able to do immeasurably
more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within
us…”
You don’t know how to come out from the
dark hole you are stuck in? Cry out to God and He will answer you. Read Psalm
107.
I want to leave a poem here for you to
think about. It’s something I have written few years back. Give it some
thought.
Many hearts are led
astray,
Burning with passion
for the wrong desires,
Why are you yearning
for things that sway?
Why are you longing for
temporary pleasures?
Many hearts are
trapped in darkness,
Disillusioned with
fake gold and glitter,
Why are you blinded
by all things glamorous?
Why are you seduced
by eyes that flutter?
Many hearts are
covered with cobweb and dust,
Spinning around, choked
and lost in a maze,
Why are you chasing
dreams that don’t last?
Why are you circling
yourself in a daze?
Many hearts are
hidden by a thick fog,
Forgotten and locked
away from livelihood,
Why do you let
yourself tied down to a bog?
Why do you chain yourself
to hell’s neighbourhood?
Why, my dear…
Oh Why???
Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth,
Where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal;
But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth
nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal.
For where your treasure is,
there your heart will be also. (Matt 6:19-21)
Love this beautiful, vulnerable post. Thanks!
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