I wanted to know
But now I don’t want to know
It is hard enough living by guessing
Knowing the truth just kills my living
How could it happen?
How is it possible?
What indescribable feelings it inflicts
What sleepless nights it causes
What endless tears it provokes
What crazy dreams it creates
It is too late
I can’t turn back the time
I can only look forward
I can only suppress the “whys”
I can only try to build a better life than it was
I can only run better so I can outrun it
There is only so much a person can see
There is only so much a person can feel
There is only so much a person can cry
There is only so much a person can bear
Sometimes it comes back to haunt me…
Should I know more?
Should I grasp more?
Should I dig more?
I don’t want to know anymore
Don’t tell me anymore